A little help please

Okay, gonna try to keep it brief.

I just started seeing a therapist for help, afraid to admit to him that I may be an alcoholic. I need the to medication to finish my degree and am afraid he might think I'd abuse the medication, am I wrong? I drink to coupe with some depression and frustration the ADHD has caused.

How do you guys stay on top of things in life? I can't seem to get motivated and just feel worse when nothing on the 'To Do List' gets scratched off. How do you stay upbeat and push on when everyday seems to be a struggle?

I see the doctor next week (2nd session) and am sure to talk it out with him, I just wanted to see how you guys coupe and manage the ADHD lifestyle and struggle.