Dread
the day dies, and darkness starts to rise.
once more gloom fillls my head , and i can see nothing on future , beside dread.
the hope fades somewhere far, like black clouds shadowing a star.
i feel the dread fill my bones, that i am bound to live a miserable life, countings rags and stones.
i try to tell myself that its not true, that sun will shine again, and i wont feel this blue.
but how can i believe them, when all my life i got shame.
a life full of misery and losses, an ugky stone covered with stinking mosses.
how can i tell myself, that it will be alright again, that a rainbow will come after rain.
when all my life i have been is mess, when loser is all thats written in my face
tired and weary ,hoping for a nights sleep, i feel that im falling into a pit very deep
weary and tearfull, i lie to this heart, that no matter what happens , i will find a new start
although for me to weep , the reasons are many, may be its just the season, when things are rainy.
it may last a lot longer , But if gods willing, i will get stronger.
Posted Aug 18, 2024, 2:26 PM UTC