a fic where Deku has had enough and breaks

I read this fic a while ago and its so vivid in my brain that im SURE i read this before. I cant find it anywhere, but ive read all the similar ones:

During the Final exams where Deku and Bakugou gets teamed up against Allmight, when Bakugou punches him Deku breaks and he takes a brick and just starts smashing Bakugous Head/Skull. Aizawa rushes there but is too late and Bakugou dies.

There is a second fic connected to this OR its the 2nd chapter but Aizawa is thinking about Bakugous death and how he was too late to save him and he was vomiting and Mic was there helping him.

Then I think Deku goes to like an interrogation room afterwards and he is just broken and saying he was tired of all this, this last part i might be confusing with a different fic.

But the first two are definitely there. Could it be that the author deleted the fics? or am i crazy and they never existed in the first place…