10 Fate Through
Layan’s Memoirs, Ages 41-46, 2011-2016
Contents of Chapter 10：10.1 News of Liu’s Death；10.2 Big Bang；10.3 Went to Marry Eve Liu；10.4 Troupe Leader Liu’s Will；10.5 Fate Through；10.6 Principles of Curing Mental Illness；10.7 Fate Intelligence；10.8 Godly Appearances；10.9 Godly Trinity；10.10 Nature of Reincarnation
10.1 News of Liu’s Death
In May 2011, I went to work in the laboratory of Golder Associates Inc. Golder is a publicly traded international geotechnical engineering firm. I only worked in the lab, not went to the job site, and had little contact with people.
The lab manager, Mary, had a long name that I couldn't spell; when I was interviewed, she agreed to let me call her Mary. She was from a country I didn't know where. She explained again; I still couldn't figure it out, so I was too embarrassed to ask again. After working for a while, I realized that people called her Maria, Mario, or whatever, and again asked what I should call her. She replied that that was how it was in her life; different people called her different names and got used to it. I often observed her, she was a standard robust white person of European descent, with a dignified and decent behavior, traditional Westerner worldview, a nonchalant personality, no local accent, no ethnic or regional qualities; I couldn't analyze where she came from.
The first two months were fine, but in the course of my work I was exposed to the people and business of Davroc and Dufferin, and gradually my schizophrenia grew again. I had conflicts with my coworkers and my worries about the triads grew. Eve Liu researched the reincarnation of souls and hired triad people, and when triad people failed to do their jobs, lost face, or when someone or something got too reserved, murders could occur.
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One day during a coffee break, listening to coworkers chattering away. Afterward, for some reason, I recalled Mary talking about the video she watched during the meeting.
Even Liu replied to the man Sal Fasullo sent to investigate me, "The social environment of Luyan's psyche is different from others. When he was in graduate school, the guy in his room was arranged by my father. And they lied to him together. He believed it."
The investigator asked, "Where is your father now?"
Eve Liu replied, "Dead! What my father did has nothing to do with me. I was not in China at that time, I was in the United States studying for my doctorate!"
The investigator asked, "Then why didn't you tell Luyan?"
Eve Liu replied, "My dad said that Luyan was very stubborn. If he didn't see it with his own eyes, he wouldn't believe anyone who told him, so he could only think about it when others chattered next to him or people on the road chattered, and he heard it. Little by little, he figured it out, and then he was fine."
The investigator asked, "What did your father want Luyan to do?"
Eve Liu replied, "He said that I had no husband in my life, and that no one else would do except Luyan. He said that I am not his daughter and Luyan is his son. He then wanted me to marry Luyan. My dad said he can't see me marry Luyan, he dies with eyes open. You see! I am not superstitious and don't believe in this."
After I recalled what Marry had said, I felt strange: if this was something I had thought about before, imagining it and confusing it with reality, then there shouldn't be something I didn't even know about. I recalled the story of “Peach Flower Catastrophe” from chapter 2 of the book, which my mom had told me. She doesn't remember the eight words, “Earlier Generation’s Reasoning Factor, Predetermined Fate”. Then where did Marry say those eight words from (Note 2)! Moreover, Mary spoke English, and her use of words was not at all the same as my habit of using words in English. I recalled and analyzed that Troupe Leader Liu hadn't done anything to me for five or six years and thought that he had really passed away.
Note 10.1-2, When the environment is formed, the relevant language emerges. In the previous chapter 2, when I was two years old, I certainly didn't understand and remembered very little when I heard such a word, but at that point there was a relevant environment, and the words popped up.
I thought that Troupe Leader Liu had really passed away a long time ago, in a very bad mood, as if I had been sick for two or three days. I suspected that Eve Liu had bribed my wife and entrusted someone to take care of my children, and I always found them changing.
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