I'm hurting and I don't know why

I thought I was making progress. Sure, it has only been 3 weeks. I have had way more good days than bad days but man when those bad days come it hurts like hell. I don't know why I feel like this. She was the lucky one. She was the one that ruined a good relationship. She was the one that couldn't do the little things. I am a catch and I know it but damn. Days like today I just feel so worthless, so undesirable. I hate being single. I hate having to start over again. I would have done anything for her even though she didn't do anything for me. I'm hurting... I wish it would just go away....

I'm sorry for the rant. I just needed to yell into the void for a little bit. It did make me feel a little better

I hope you guys are doing better than I am today. Much love to you all