Hi

Hi there stranger I'm just going to tell you a story and if you have some tips to help I'd be very grateful

I've been... well I tried to be perfect in everything.

My parents always pushed to be the best and I will always be thankful but it's hard always staying the best, It feels like the world is always on my shoulders and I can't catch break.

I try to talk and open myself to my own problems but it's so difficult, it's like I have my own fucked up version inside my head all ways telling me to push myself problems aside, I tried just talking my own feelings about things and every time I just get laughed at and told to man up.

I don't know, I'm still young but I feel lost and don't know what to do with my future

I'm an immigrant so I don't fit in everywhere I go I feel like everyone is praying on my downfall, I don't have a lot of friends and the ones I have I don't even like, I fear that any option I say people will use it against me.

I feel different in every way possible people my age don't like the things I enjoy so I just stay home most of the time .