HELP I NEED A STUDY BUDDY

i have been homeschooled by myself since 2020, which is not fun as it leads to procrastination cuz i got no rules or authority to pressurize me, I am looking for people who wanna study together, or maybe even just one person so that i can feel a bit of classmate type thingy. I'm studying AS and A2 for which i will sit in the next june session, i got roughly 6/7 months to prep for, ik i can ace the exams if i study in this time cuz i really am just that good (but with one fatal flaw). I'm studying for both years but yah i'm basically starting from AS basics , so it don't matter who wanna join since i'm really starting from 0 (i'm a good student i swear). can anyone (please) wanna study together like that, so that i can use feynman techniques on them and vice versa, help em with their notes and basically just utilizing each other selfishly? pretty please? i'm looking for anyone (preferably anyone out of of south asia cus im racist to my people, but i wouldnt mind if ur some cool person) who wants to study consistently and slowly we start studying long hours? even if ur in IGCSE i can help u out with that. maybe it will be bad for me and the other person if said person is studying A2, cuz we will be on different wavelengths, but if they are cool person i'm up for anyone , i'm very desperate to find someone to study with, y'all are my last hope (is guilt tripping working?)

*context if u wanna read it cuz by the end of writing this paragraph i understood i probably should tell what i need in the beginning and then let this paragraph to be below that. make it optional for anyone who's willing to actually read all that*

here's what i got- basically i'm sitting for my AS and A2 next year all at once, i finished my IGCSE in 2022 on a good note, good grades and all that. but my a levels journey has been filled with canon events leading it to me failing almost all my units on all 4 subjects i took in 2023, i knew i was gonna do bad but mind u, i have been a straight A student my whole. the results were bad bad, and even after all that, hitting rock bottoms, getting bursts of motivation to thug it out and get the highest marks in A levels, for the past two years since igcse, i can't sit to study no matter how hard i try, dw i'm not asking anyone to give me advices on how to study again. ironically enough, couple of days before the registration for january 2025 session i finally remembered how to *think* again, which is a big thing for someone who rotted their brain for 2 years and forgot even how to *read* read (i didn't register in the end, cuz who even can finish the whole A level syllabus and practice question papers in 4 months and get the highest result). now the problem is, i can study, i am understanding better than before but and it's a big BUT, I'M GETTING SO BORED, i literally don't wanna give my attention to it for the sheer boredom of it (yep ik, attention pan and reels fried my brain cells) i tried thugging it out, which just lead me nowhere. am i neurodivergent? probably and undiagnosed who knows. the main thing that drives me to do anything, is competition and since 2020 i had to study from home, i got no school, no college, no competition, no social interaction, and no need for me to do better, maybe i did better in igcse because i was given the fake promise that if i get 8 A* they will let get into college( for those of u outside bangladesh, 11th and 12th is college in here) and if i get into college i will be reunited with my long distance bf (am i oversharing? yep, but i can't tell a story without telling how it got there, think of me as ted mosby). anyways, i got the grades, but epic fail ,nope my parents didnt let me go into college for obvious reasons, it's too far, colleges in bd are overrated, too expensive (even tho i bagged scholarships) blah blah, it broke my trust and i never studied again, at first it was for anger, then it was for no motivation, no reason for me to do better. listen even if i tell my brain hey u have to get better cuz then u will get into a good uni, go abroad, live the dream life u want. but does my lizard brain cooperate? nope, it craves social interaction, competition, a freaking classmate to say the least just to get into action day to day instead of stressing out studying 2 months before exam. okay, too big of a paragraph, i'm gonna cut it short now. i tried getting a fellow partner through this web called studystream which backfired a lot, (not gonna get into that) hence i have resorted to reddit , the community of the best people around the world (why did i not think of this before)

god i yap a lot but trust me i wouldn't do that in study sessions, it's gon be occasional hangouts plus studying, ntg too joe regan study edition, sincerely thank u if u actually read all that, i'm thoroughly impressed if u did so. thank u once again <3