Donuts, yummy donuts

I know I will be missed, I know I will cause pain. But I also know that I will find peace, And I also know that forever I will rest. No one is born with complete knowledge of this life, but why would mistakes not be forgiven. I am sad, deeply sad, hurt and broken... I have my plan, and I am produd of it, and I will escape. All I am missing is the courage 😔 why is it so hard to quit this world. I am sure I am not the only one who prays everynight for a last heartbit. I prefer to be missed, than to forever miss you. I will get there first to take good care of you, and will be close to you no matter how bad and how cold things are. I will make sure your feet are never cold, and I will make sure you find happiness. For now, I need to head out to talk to the one above directly, and ask for someone to help you.

Let this be my record, I know my fam will investigate. This was my choice, I just want them to understand there were some factors that... if and when happenning.... would make this world inhabitable for me. This world is now inhabitable for me. I need to go.