I think I am burden

As I type this, adding the need-support flair itself makes me feel like a burden to people who are going to be reading and then trying to tell me that “it’s going to be okay” but it’s not. There are somedays when it’s worse and instead of seeking help, i punch myself even more by thinking that i am not worth to be saved MULTIPLE TIMES by the same person/anyone. Do i need to get out of this thinking or I am thinking correctly? Because I have read a lot about how one partner who is suffering may cause the other partner to suffer as well.

(Also i am not that well-todo financial person so I tried therapy but I couldn’t continue after a while)