HELP ME GET SOMEWHERE WHERE I CAN CONVERT

basically where I live in there is NO way of baptizing I asked many priests but they are all scared cuz of strict apostasy laws I am 17M I was born Druze and my parents arent accepting me converting, I have been inquiring for a year now, and what I am scared of the most is not being able to move to a country where I can convert due to my parents not very well of economical situation, you may think that I may be overexaggerating but I can tell you last year in my old school when I old everyone I became Christian people started treating me very differently (smack talking, unfriending me,etc) I really couldnt care less until I was framed as a racist person by the people who I used to think were my bestfriends, basically they went to insta stories and all whatsappp groups in my city and posted lies about me and wanted to beat me up but I was able to avoid it thankfully, I cant do anything even to police cuz they will find out I am convert and I will have to get killed or smth and I really need your help guys, you are the only thing that I consider family left since my parents said they wont accept me if I convert So if ANYONE can help me with any immigration progress or maybe get a church to help me or anything to get me to a safe place.
God bless all of you.