Bye

Hello.

I think it's about time I finally killed myself. I can't do this anymore, I can't work.

I'm 25. I have a good job, loving parents, get psychiatric support and go to therapy, I take my meds, but it's not working.

I'm just not cut out for reality, I wish I had been born with rich parents who could support me forever so I could just lay around and do nothing, but I wasn't. I'm such a selfish person.

I have things to look forward to, like the last season of You, seeing the ending to One Piece, reading the latest Hunger Games book next year, living out what's left of my youth.

But I just can't. I cry before work, during and after. I have no degree, this job is all I'm worth, yet I can't deal with it anynore. Anf I'd rather die than quit.

I think I'll do it tonight, after work. Take all my sleeping pills and just go to sleep forever. Even if it hurts.

I'm sorry I don't know how to end this, and thank you to anyone who read this.