My puppy died yesterday.. 
 She was only 6 months old. She deserved to live a long happy life. She was so so smart for her young age. So loyal and loving. She would do whatever she could to please you. Didn’t even need a treat she just wanted some love in return. 
 I solely blame the vet. She some how contracted Parvo after being fully vaccinated. I’m very pregnant and my husband has been working a lot so I hadn’t taken her on a walk or to the dog park or anywhere but to play in her own backyard for almost a little over a month. How she got it I have no idea.. The vet told us we could have tracked in from the bottom of our shoes. 
 After spending almost $2000 on her vet bills to get x-rays and blood tests and poop samples and the subcutaneous fluids they gave us to give her after finding out it was Parvo. Not once did they mention any antibiotics. They did however say there was no cure for Parvo so keeping her dehydrated was our best bet. They made it sound like she was going to pull through and do just fine. They did mention we could bring her to an ICU emergency care that would help her a lot but said it would be $3000-$6000 just for a 36hr stay. With a baby on the way here shortly that was not an option we could easily make. They had me coming back every morning to get more fluids before showing me how to do it at home and to collect blood to keep an eye on her white blood cell count. Checking her blood sugar and her temperature. After 5 days of not eating or drinking she died in my arms yesterday morning..  
 I should have done my research on the virus when she contracted it and I would have known there was an antibiotic they could give her that would have helped. I called them shortly after finding this out and asked them why no antibiotics were given and they said it was because the ones they had were expired and they had no more left. If I would have known that I would have taken her somewhere to get the antibiotics she needed to survive. She suffered 5 days of no eating or drinking, vomiting, having bloody, watery diarrhea and stomach pain. In her last days she did nothing but want to be near me. She was scared.. 
I really wish I could go back and help her. Get her the medicine she needed and comfort her better and hold her tighter. I only had her for 4 months but it felt like I had known her for a lifetime. She was the coldest of girls and she definitely deserved a better ending. 
Sweet dreams my baby❤️🪽

My sweet Maple 💕