Worried something awful is going to happen

I had a dream a few months back and I don't remember what it looked like but there was a message it was very vivid and I remember the message and it's that my dad is going to die in November and it's scaring me especially now because he has severe iron deficiency anemia and has barely eaten anything for days , I don't know if this is a spiritual warning or something like what happened with my friend too prepare me or what but I've had premonitions before, , when I was younger I seen an image of a room it turned out to be a quiet room in one of the mental hospitals , another was a room of a dentist and these were like exactly like I seen and I remembered right away, I even remember when I was really young I had this vision of me crying in my room, my room now and I was telling my brother about it and I remembered telling him my best friend died , which he died at 21 , i've had multiple occasions of seeing spirits as a kid, and that memory of sleep paralysis/ alien abduction, the part that freaked me out about that was when i had a MRI for my hip as a kid they asked me did u ever have surgery on your arm and I was like no but i remembered that and waking up with that healed scar , a year or 2 ago i messaged a random fortune teller for freeall i gave her was my basic info and told me that i have a gift basically premonition and to keep cutting out the bad people in my life like its all just bizarre and ive been having a hard time getting a full nights sleep cause of worrying about dad , he had a strangulated hernia, holes in intestines, septic shock, heart stopped almost died twice, like if it happens I'm getting tortured , I hung out a week before my friend died and as he dropped me off a male voice said this is the last time you'll ever see each other it said it twice