i am practicing zen and studying it 24/7 even tho im not conscious

Are you practicing zen right now ?

If youre not practicing zen 24/7 you have not yet found the teaching.

The teaching is wordless, you cant find it in words

The form of meditation is formless meditation , its not found in any posture

Im not quoting , nor do i need to raise authority from the books, this is my practice

Wordless , formless, admitting every single thing and encompasing everything, from christians, to buddhists, none are not on the way.

It is not excitement. Im verry affected by all kinds of afflictions yet im still on the way, as you all are.

You cant give it up or attempt it

i have no knowledge or wisdom just patience in this form of zen.

Yeah this sounds corny as fuck but had to express it somehow and im not the best at talking about this.

so this is zenjerk and consider this as my troll post

but zen is wordless so you cant find it in any comprehension of any form of text

and all states of mind and meditation experiences are subjected to impermanance

the true zen cant be experienced, i dont read zen books thats cringe as fuck, nor do i subject myself to self-masturbation-meditation exercises, and i dont engage in arguments online or try to enlighten others or argue about some stupid quotes, thats cringe.