zombie

i took mirtazapine first time last night with periactin about 8pm, Literally next day cant get out of bed. feel dissociative like not with my brain/body, cant think, feel like complete zombie. scary. cant move. feel like cement in my body. had to take a dexamhephatamine to get out of bed.

i imagine a stroke would feel like this

i know this would get better. but there is 0 chance i could go to work like this.

crazy and scary