Today is the anniversary

One year ago today I met Satan himself, working through someone whose sole purpose was to degrade and destroy me. He almost won. My soul was crushed and I felt like I didn't even want to exist anymore.

Today is a hard day. I'm reminded how I let someone so easily enter my life and capture my mind, body, and soul. How I did things I thought I would never do.

I'm also reminded how far away from that I managed to get. I managed to find peace and happiness again. Some days it's fleeting and I feel like I'm being dragged back down but I can't let that happen. I've given too much of myself to others. I used to be stronger but I'm tired now, tired of being used. There are parts of me I will never get back but maybe that's okay. Maybe I've become wiser and more discerning.

I wish everyone inner peace and love ❤️