I wish I was straight

I don't know, I thought I had accepted myself and for years I've genuinely tried to do so but I hate my indentity. Okay maybe hate is a strong word but if I could change something about myself, it would be the fact that I am queer. I don't understand, I have accepting parents and I'm out to them and they couldn't be more loving and supportive but the general environment I'm in is rather homophobic and I hate how I have to conform to everything and for the people around me. Sometimes I wish I was straight just so I didn't feel so out of place with everyone.