My bf cheated on me

Im 25M and my BF (23M) cheated on me last year through hooking up on Grindr. We broke up after that and he came back after a month. I love him so much so I decided to come back to him and move on sa nangyare. Syempre during the entire year, never akong nakampante, praning always so I've always been on Grindr to check his location from time to time almost everyday lalo na pag delay sya mag reply na ppraning talaga ko. Whenever we talk about what happened last year or the months after the incident, he sounds very accountable and nag bago sya talaga til one time he mentioned na libog lang talaga yung nangyare last year and no emotional attachments with those hookups. ISTG as in nagbago sya and im not gaslighting myself. Wala kaming sex life when we started pero now every week na so im very happy although until now I check his location.

Now here's the thing... dahil everyday ako sa Grindr, I cheated on him with someone there. Now I understand what he meant by "libog lang" because I was there to really just hookup and the feeling na gusto ko makaganti. Idk guys but I still love him even after all this, I cant see myself with a different guy after. Somehow that mistake I did made me stop being paranoid and healed me from what he did last year.