I feel unlovable and stupid

I’ve been talking to this guy for months man and we click so much! He’s weird, funny smart, attractive. I like everything about him. We would speak everyday for hours even when I was not even in the country. We’ve gone out, deep convos, made songs, done a lot of relationship like things.

Next week we were supposed to hang out and walk around the park then go eat and give each other gifts that we’ve been planning for a while. I was so excited I put a lot of effort and thought into the gift and was really looking forward to hanging out. Then whilst we were texting he casually mentioned that he was in a relationship. A freaking relationship and when I tried to ask more questions about it he straight up ignored my messages and rn we are not even talking.

I don’t understand why anyone would waste my time like that. I actually thought he was a cool person and his gift is chilling in my room and idk what is gonna happen. If we’re still gonna meet up or if we are never gonna talk again. I’m so hurt I’ve never been in this type of situation but it seems I’m always unlucky with guys when others seem to have it easy. Maybe I’m just not built for them. The sad part is I have a huge exam tomorrow and can’t even concentrate. I’m venting to a bunch of stranger because I have no real friends to talk to about this how pathetic.