35 [M4TF] California - Recently bi-curious guy

So recently my sexuality has been thrown into turmoil. A long time friend of mine had started transitioning years ago and I can’t help but find her attractive now.
I can‘t exactly say I am into men because I have never been attracted to one. Though my wife and I have played around with pegging, which was quite pleasurable, so I’m not opposed to getting fucked.

So I find myself here. Looking at MTF trans who look really feminine and I find it really hot. To fuck one or be fucked by one. To suck each others cocks. To take out on a date with no one knowing what she’s packing. Idk it all sounds exciting but then I have to deal with reality. I have a partner and a life so I can not ruin my already good life. Just can’t ignore the urges to find out more or have a little fun on Reddit.

So what am I looking for. Well a MTF trans who is well into their transition and looks feminine. Let’s chat and get to know one another a bit or just talk about “what ifs”. I must remain anonymous so unfortunately I can’t send you pics.

well let’s see how this goes.