I think im gonna die

Imma just go live in the woods tbh. Sure i have a job and ebt card now. But money doesnt come in fast enough for me to really do anything but save it. Im a floater.

I have a tent, a campin generator and Ik a few random public outlets to charge it with from time to time.

Imma just give away some of my stuff yk like the majority of it. I just need my clothes, hygiene and art stuff. Ill keep the laptop and switch causs they are portable yk?

Im pretty sure ill die , simply cause im not smart , like ik things and ik some survival stuff and the ebt cards gonna help a bit with that. But like i have trouble noticing when im hungry or sick or need to drink water or something like that.

I also trust very easily, like im skeptical but i wont let you know it and Ill end up gettin myself into shit like how i did wirh my ex.

I keep tryn to listen to others and they jus tell me to stay put cause i dint have to go and i have nowhere to go and its gonna get cold out yada yada. I dont think i really care anymore.

Like i dont wanna upset my family by bein on the streets in winter but I dont see another choice. I had more hope before but talkin with my cousin kinda shot it down. I dont think I can really accomplish what im tryn to [save money for a motel] I cant rent. Not eligible.

I dont really think I get to make it to 23. Thats okay. I didnt think id get to 22. If i do die i hope they dont find my body. I want to be left alone. I know dying will be peaceful if i do, like not the actively dying part but the part where everything just stops.

So if you want a TV or something lmk Ive got mostly knickknacks..