The Desert Fathers: Sayings of the Early Christian Monks - 8. Nothing Done For Show (1/2/24)

Antony once heard about how a young monk showed off on a journey. He saw some old men walking wearily along the road, and he ordered some donkeys to appear and carry them home. When the old men told Antony about this he said, 'I think that monk is like a ship laden with rich cargo, but it is not yet certain that it will reach port in safety.' Shortly afterwards, Antony began to weep and pull his hair, and groan. When his disciples saw it, they said, 'Why are you weeping, abba?' He replied, 'A great pillar of the church has just fallen.' He said this about the young monk, and added, 'Walk over and see what has happened.' So his disciples went, and found the monk sitting on his mat and weeping for a sin that he had committed. When he saw Antony's disciples, he said, 'Tell the abba to pray God to give me just ten days, and I hope to be able to satisfy Him.' Within five days he was dead.