🎵🎶The Emptiness.. that you Fear🎶🎵

Re long dark of the soul recovery

Anyone else find this rough?

It's like

I'm getting there

But its ACCEPTING Emptiness instead of fighting it. Making it - my reality

I feel like I have a childlike attitude to life that fills everything up with hope and possibility

But combined with being enslaved to the Narcissist it turned into an obsessive desire to ACHIEVE- to escape from a REALITY of life-

A grown up one

Anyone?