Aussie Boss Crush comes to PH

So everybody's sharing their crushes here and I thought I'd share mine...

I work in a company with global employees and I am designated to work for this Australian-based team. I report to this very cute but very seductive blonde Turkish-Aussie lady (I stalked her, I know her heritage haha) with this face na bebenta sa OF if you ask me haha. She always asks me how my day is whenever we talk and always makes small talk, but I know it's most of the time to build camaraderie with me or to even clear the dead air.

Recently the Aussie team made a visit to the PH and we were eventually bound to meet in person for the first time. During this brunch sesh with the Aussie team, I didn't recognize her at first but when I saw her....damn naglaway talaga ako. She has this perfect height, curvy but slim body and a nice pair of tits and ass and she's wearing this seafoam green dress that really suits her. Gusto ko syang dakmain right there and her voice is so coarse and husky, grabe nang seseduce talaga sya. She gave me a hug and I tried to feel her chest a little and damn grabe kinabahan ako saglit baka mapansin nya na hard na yung nips ko hahaha. I also noticed some guys staring at her kasi naman napaka seductive nya. Naiintimidate din ako sa pagkalose nya kahit first time nya lang kami mameet parang ang super close nya sa mga tao and everybody loved her energy. Her infectious energy added with her natural seductiveness made me lust for her even more.

So we talked a little and honestly as a femme bi a lot of women do think of me as a girl-friend type of girl kaya they feel sorta comfy with me. With her, grabe sya maka-asta akala nya super close na kami. She's inviting me to hang out with her and do some shopping and sightseeing here in Manila and she even asked to come over my place. During our interactions, ramdam ko yung stiffness ko kasi horning horny na ako sa kanya and crushing at the same time and just overthinking coz I'm not my usual jovial self. There's parts of me na wanting to give hints that I like her but as a femme-bi, I'm usually not taken that seriously when I confess my crush to straight-acting women and also, she's my workmate. Mahirap masira yung connection namin.

Natuloy naman yung hangouts namin outside of work pero may mga ibang asungot na kasama (some men, some women din) but I never had a solo time with her.Also everytime before we go out I touch myself viciously make myself losen up and di ako madistract sa lust ko sa kanya. So anyway the weeks have passed and they have to go back to AU, and mejo nahimasmasan na rin ako with my crush for her. Touching myself really helped a lot soothe my lust and nervousness around her, and di na rin ako mapapakali masyado when I am around her.