Women encourage me to smoke

I’ve been turned on by women who smoke for years, seeing how sexy it makes them and every time thinking about their lungs being full of tar.

Before addiction set in a few years ago the fantasy was always to be made to smoke and become a smoker by a woman. I sort of lived that out to an extent. I got the opportunity to be told to smoke by a couple of women (yes it was paid I wasn’t that lucky).

Where my smoking has been linked to my fetish for women smoking, now whenever I see a smoking woman I want to light up, even non smoking women make me want to smoke when I see them. I want to quit at times but i can’t for long due to the link with women. I am weirdly curious to know what being made to keep smoking by a non smoker is like but that may be just a pipe dream.