Is this new year really HAPPY?

Here I am all alone staying with my parents. Vahi roz ke drame. Financial issues. Unemployment. No strength to study. No girlfriend. No friends. No new year party no celebration. Feeling sad and lonely for no reason (more than usual). People out there partying and celebrating their new year with their loved ones. Going on vacations. And here I am blaming my existence every single day! Enjoy your life and don't be me (a looser)!