Hi I feel silly but I’m 25F was w 26M for under 90 days. I messed up & I don’t know how to fix it!? 😩 (more below)

We were speaking briefly. I basically am going through a really bad spell right now in my personal life and it caused me to be a bit more clingy than usual. It didn’t help that in the beginning we had spoken literally every single day since the very first day we ever spoke. He noticed I was in a slump and asked me to share and let him in I did and eventually it was determined I was too intense and we’re better off as friends instead.

We stopped speaking romantically and I just cannot stop thinking about him. My fantasies are growing wild and I’m basically obsessing over him at this point. I guess I want to know if I should speak up about this yearning in my chest for him or if I should just suck it up and learn to not spill too much the next time?