I just feel sick

I don't know if it's a common thing, but nowadays whenever I think about porn or people having sex or just having a relationship and love, just makes me feel weird. Like an emptiness that anxiety is lurking in. I feel sick, like I have a bug in my stomach, or like I wanna just pass out.

I know it's most likely anxiety combined with loneliness and lack of physical contact with another person. I wanna have sex one day, I wanna experience it and I want to try anything I can, but I'm so often getting this kind of sickness, that most nights and even through the day I just, feel like sleeping all day and not wanting to wake up. I'm so tired of waiting and I know losing virginity and getting a relationship won't fix all my problems, but heck, It would make it a lot better at least.

Anyone here feel the same? I have no idea how to properly explain but this is my best shot.