Anyone else like this?

I HATE hearing my mom or family talking about my future or my life after school ends. Not because it’s annoying, but i feel like shit every time. I wasn’t supposed to have a future. I didn’t expect to live this long so everyone they mention the future it makes me think “damn they dont know i’m not supposed to be here right now”

like i honestly dont see myself being alive past like 20. Like i probably will but how things are i dont think its a 100% thing i live very long