People seem to hate us for no reason.

And everytime I ask them why they hate me, they always just say some bs like "I don't hate u, why would u assume that!". Even though just 5 min earlier they said "OMG he's so ugly and I just hate him"

I wish I could say it's better in public but it ain't. I have constant anxiety cuz of judgments made about me by complete strangers, and even classmates or friends. Ppl don't even hide the fact they'd rather be anywhere else except near me.

Ofc then there's the fact that everything bad that happens had to have come from me somehow. I won't even be in the same room but yet I was to blame for some big mess somewhere. Ppl love to put blame on me for anything basically. Even if I wasn't involved, they'd still throw me under a bus just to blame someone else.