Lotta bleeding

I went off depo November 6th after being on it for two years. Man, I’ve been bleeding one week on, one week off for like 6 weeks now. So much blood. This time the most yet. Where is all of it coming from. I’m so over it :))))) I’ve gone off depo once before and it lowkey ruined my life and gave me crippling anxiety and exacerbated my somatic ocd, so what’s the worst it can do to me this time? Truth is, I’m scared but at least now I have the coping mechanisms that I needed the first time. I’m just glad to have my sex drive and estrogen back. Depo really fucked with me, I’m glad to be off despite being nervous about how hard this might be. Good luck to all of you!! Stay strong