Rant

Please forgive me in advance for this rant but i just can’t take the hypocrisy anymore 😥

My fucking narc husband strikes again!

So amazing how he promises to be a better husband but designates the shared responsibility here at the house to other people while I fucking slave myself away. So much for fucking empty promises.

He allegedly “forgot” our event for tonight and made sure that I felt that he doesn't wanna go (like walking in front of me or behind me instead of with me, not talking to me and giving me the silent treatment, being nice to me whenever there's another person but back to silent treatment when we're alone. Fucking narc)

Whenever i do the chores, he just lays on the bed looking at his phone all day. But when someone else is doing the chores (which is his part of our shared household responsibility), he joins and cleans too!!!!! A-fucking-mazing! I’m so mad and sad for myself cz i feel like I couldn’t get out of this relationship. I feel stuck, useless, hopeless. I just wish that one day I wouldn’t wake up anymore and live this life that i never wished or asked for