So I guess existential crisis

Got a degree in video game development, got married at 19 (too young). Worked qa for video games for 10 years, (in the middle got divorced cuz not my cheating)got laid off with 40 people my ) (whole team inlcluded). Cuz automation. Worked a warehouse job I hated, now at Walmart. Feels like life played in reverse.

After divorce became an alcoholic I’ll be honest about that.

I’m turning myself on the wisdom and mercy of the court how can I turn it around?

Cuz man I am not ok