First love

You know I love you. I don't understand why I can't reach you. I don't know if you don't want to take my calls or if we have something preventing our communication. I'm sorry if I'm out of line and overstepping. I was lead to believe you were divorced. I have so many questions that could have cleared up so many things. I don't know what to do I love you so much. I wish I could show you how I've been manipulated into thinking you were in danger. And that is the reason I keep trying also. I wish you would make an effort to see me. And if all of this is unwanted I'm so very sorry. Aa