It's extremely difficult for me to see older people with the same disease as me choose euthanasia.

Ive been in chronic widespread pain since I was a child. Now I'm 27 want nothing more than to grow old and happy but every. Single. Day. I'm in so so much pain. I can understand why they have given up.

I just don't want that to be me.

Context : I have a connective tissue disorder and cervical spine instability. My nervous system is f*cked and pain signals are on overdrive. I can't eat most foods without it sending an immune response that will affect me for days. My joints and ligaments dislocate and tear so easily. Its like I'm made out of paper.