Everyone seems to live the best life out there

(Sorry for my bad english). I see gay guys exposing their perfect lives on the social networks all the time : they all are confident, handsome, they are in happy relationships, have good jobs, live in fancy flats in huge cities, they have plenty of gay friends, followers, party a lot, go on holidays in nice places with their friends / bf, receive a lot of validation,…

And here I am, lonely, average, with no friends, living a boring life. I’m resentful because I have done a lot of efforts, I have been working hard my whole life to be enough (I am educated, I have degrees, I have hobbies, I try to wear nice clothes, be as good-looking as possible, hit the gym) and yet it isn’t paying off. I wish I had gay friends, a bf, a less boring life,… interactions with gay guys my age in fact.

I tried connecting on the social networks but people don’t follow me back or interact with me. IRL it’s complicated to make Friends since people already have their own friends and don’t want to include a random guy sitting alone at the bar.

The only place where I met people is the bathouse tbh.

It’s depressing.