male validation

*DISCLAIMER*i have never and will never put other girls down for validation or be a pmg,these are js feelings

ik ts sounds bad but i (13f) have a bad rls w my (mostly absent) dad, and i dont *think* im ugly but i also dont think im pretty, deff not as pretty as my friends, i find them getting more male validation and attention and i feel bad butalso find myself craving it more, how do i either get male validation or get the craving for it to stop?