I'm sick and tired of being accused

Why every time sth gets revealed.. I am the one being accused and It's suddenly now my fault... ... every time things get shattered .. it's on me and him.. I dunno who said it... who revealed it infront of others But it wasn't me... I talked to him true, but he already knew bf me... N he doesn't say these things outloud infront of others cuz i know he cares about her.. the leasthe can do.. So I don't think he said a word to anyone else. Then who did that? I'm just on the edge... I have so many things to deal with already My life is shitty anyway Why do they have to make it worse? Blaming me? Man U don't wanna know shit about anyone anymore.. just don't tell me if u think I will snitch u or whatever I don't wanna be in the middle of whatever shitty happen to anyone. I'm already dealing enough with my own problems. I don't wanna know I swear from now on I'm not gonna give a shit abt anyone anymore, let alone asking them how they're doing