Character assasination

i raped a girl at my job in 2018. we were both around 20. i really didnt mean to but it was a deep scar from childhood that came to the surface. because i was a victim myself. i apologized countless of times after. for context we both agreed on the act, but it went a bit too far.

anyways. now i realize my former employer keeps assasinating my character wherever i go. i cant keep a job no longer than 3 months. and in the end of that employments i had before fired. i usually get reminded of that incident that happen one way or another. no matter how much of a good job i do it seems like people know everything about me

im pretty sure im being gang stalked as well. what the fuck do i do? and usually the fun stuff is that before im fired my former employer contacts me and say they need help for a few days, and when i come i experience the worst mental bullying one can withstand (they know alot about me and they use it against me)

it also happend this time, before i was fired former employer contacted me but i didnt accept. can it seem like they want me to confess it or else they will keep torturing me like this? i think im a victim of character assasination and gangstalking atleast it seems like it.. any toughts??