27 [M4F] Permission to explore Online, found I may be into some unfaithful tastes.

This is a pretty unique place I find myself in. Don’t know if there is anyone out there in the same position but I’ll explain the story here.

I am a man in a committed relationship. Been with my partner 7 years now and things are very good between us. Aside from a bit of sexual imbalance there isn’t much to complain about. She is my first and just about all of my sexual experiences have been with her. Naturally I have felt curious about what it would be like with someone else and it’s something we have talked about over the years. Not long ago she gave me an ‘online pass’. So long as there is no meet ups and no photos exchanged. I’m free to flirt and have fun as I’d like on reddit.

In the time since then I’ve had some very enjoyable chats online! Learned a lot about my own interests and things out there to try. But there was one thing that’s stuck with me and it’s got me feeling guilty more than anything else. Some women I chatted with played heavily into the idea that I’m cheating. Not that it’s something to be ashamed of but to be embraced. In a way I’ve taken the first step with her permission. It wouldn’t take much more to go further. For the most part I’ve ignored this but I won’t lie, the idea of it is a turn on. Maybe it’s a new found fetish or I’m over thinking it. Regardless it’s may be worth talking over a for a while.

Hoping to chat primarily with someone in a similar situation as I am. Permission to have fun online. But for those it strikes an interest with I’ll be around to talk.