He said he doesn't respect nor love me anymore

He was the loml. I wanted to marry this person. He was everything I've ever asked God for and I've never been happier with anyone else. I was so in love I was okay doing long distance ( IN-AUS ) with someone I dated only 8 months. I accept the ldr was hard on us. He was adjusting to a new life abroad while I was dealing with the abandonment I felt having to deal with the places we spent our time together, now alone. I was very needy because I thought I had lost him.. and I was right. My gut feeling was right. He changed when he went there. Not a cheating two timer kinda changed but he turned very cold and unemotional. Numb even and there were times I've felt emotionally neglected by him for months on end. We met twice maybe in the two years and the last time we met, I realized I didn't feel romantically towards him anymore since we hadn't been intimate for a long time and our online spree was also very platonic given his time difference and busy schedule and lack of emotional connection.

I have tried to call it quits many times mainly because I've felt neglected many times and my needs weren't met often but we kept coming together because we loved each other. The love was present throughout these years. I just blamed the distance for our breakup maybe a few weeks ago and went no contact w him for sometime since whenever we come together we keep having petty fights.

He broke no contact to tell me about a new job position he had applied for when we were together and we were talking normally today and something happened between us that made both of us feel anxious and one thing led to another and he was furious at me for saying let's talk less. He was angry at me and he name called me a bitch a few times which I've told him I absolutely don't love being called but yet he said it with a few more cuss words and caps lock and it just broke me. I mean I would have been okay if he said he fell out of love with me after two and a half years but he chose to cuss and call me a bitch multiple times and said I don't love you anymore and I've lost all respect for you. I just can't take it anymore. I loved him. How could someone who loves you call you such a disgusting thing..

25F & 23M