Lost my job, partner, and self in the span of 3 months

Though the flair says onions, I’m losing it. In November, I(25m) was fired from my job. Then that same week, my girlfriend of 9 months (who is the only person I’ve been with that has treated me with the respect and dignity that we both deserved) told me she was moving and wanted to be single when she did.

We knew this would happen when we started seeing eachother in may of last year but it still hurt so bad. She left last month and it’s been aweful since. I haven’t been me for months, the only thing I can think about is her. I know to lean on my friends and family but they don’t provide the same kind of support she did, you know what I mean? It’s just not the same.

I just feel so broken and lost, I hate this job I’m working, I want her back, and to top it all off, my birthday was last week and I woke up to fraud to both of my credit cards being blocked due to fraud. I’m just so sick of not liking myself and who I am, along with the circumstances I’m in.

I’m so so tired. I’ll Probably delete this since it’s a bit personal for social media but I just needed to vent.

I love her and just want her to be happy, but accepting that it probably won’t be with me is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do.