If you were going to be a 23 year old kissless virgin.

What would you do in my situation.

Is it even worth losing it to a hooker? I tried losing it once to a hooker and she acted really bitchy and it was more of a massage spa and I never went to one again.

She basically told me to go home as well and jack off and said some other evil shit in my ear beforehand so the money I had paid for a hand job which you had to pay either way was never returned it was like 150 bucks.

I spent 2k in 6 months last year doing that shit and most erotic massagers were fine with handjobing me.

My friend who has done it there dozens of times before keeps recommending me it, even today because he lost faith in me getting a girl years ago. I was wondering is it even worth giving money to a girl who doesn't care about you.

I still feel like my usual self confident and able to be an extrovert and talk with differnet people.

What do you guys think? I keep bouncing back over the years and honestly thinking of just not focusing on it as my main goals are making money in my 20s and I'm kind of in a storm in that part currently as I just lost my high paying wfh corporate job in a Forbe Fortune top 100 company after grad.

I feel more happier with just jerking myself off to be honest with you guys and I make up scenarios and be creative with it.

TLDR: I honestly don't care about losing it anymore so is it even worth losing it? I feel more happier with just jerking myself off to be honest with you guys and I make up scenarios and be creative with it.