When you know what you like, it exists, but just not on your world...

Part completely random thought, part vent. But you know when you know what you like, but you just can't find it? Well I've discovered I like women with some body hair. Under arms, and the nethers. Where I am, it's a little more accepted, so you do see these women around, but never where you could spark up conversation. Maybe passing them in a shopping centre, or on the street or whatever. Dating apps are all "normal" women (for want of a better word).

I want a meaningful relationship, as shallow as this all may sound. I'd just like to be completely sexually attracted to them as well. And it's a bit tiring for one of both parties when you express your preferences, and it feels like it's either not met (which is fine) or the other is put out when they oblige. (They may not be, I'm likely projecting, but that is the feeling I get).

TL/DR I wish I could find a way to meet a girl who has body hair, and form a proper relationship with her. But they're so hard to meet...