7 months off

i’ve lost friends from quitting, a lot of friends, but I’m happier. Life feels real and I enjoy doing stuff, things I use to enjoy like 5 years ago. like video games and riding my bike. I also dream like the most realistic dreams ever. I can remember details and what was said and done in my dreams it’s pretty awesome tbh. I’ve gain about 20 lbs (M160) and my lungs and all that feels hella better. Though i miss hanging with my weed smoker friends it’s all good i guess. Im doing good, i think. It’s worth it tho definitely. Everyone in my town smokes and it seems kinda different being someone who doesn’t anymore. Just need find friends.