Pregnant and Don't Know What to do?

Hi All,

I hope you can give me some good words and advice-I really need it right now. I 25F just found out that I'm pregnant. I've always wanted to be a mom, it's been my life dream and I have always been told it would be hard for me to get pregnant with PCOS. However, I still live at home and live paycheck to paycheck. My boyfriend feels that we are not ready for kids, however in my heart of hearts, I know I am ready for this. It's a big year for me and have a lot of fun things planned and don't want to be pregnant for my friends weddings and vacations. I'm not sure if I know how to make the decision to keep or abort this baby. My feelings so far:

I want to do this because who knows if I can do it again with my condition? and it's my life dream!

I want to abort because I cannot afford a child, my boyfriend isn't ready and my parents would kick me out of the house and I live in a state where rent is through the roof. I haven't told my parents out of fear of their reaction but I really need them right now.

Only a few people know and I've been told the same thing: Do you what is right for you. But I don't know what is right for me because my heart and my mind are saying different things.

If you were in my shoes, what would you do? Keep or abort and would you tell your parents?