i (34m) out of a 15 year (lived together all 15yrs). i am so lost.

we met when we were kids--moved in immediately (bad family situations). fast forward 15 years and ive been living alone for 6 months and im just so lonely. i dont know what im doing. i dont know how to live. job security is fine--i just literally dont know what to do every other second im not working.

i miss them so much it hurts. still.

help