Does anybody else struggle with wanting a miracle to happen...but knowing it won't happen?

I am still deconstructing now, and man, when things get tough, I want a miracle to happen so badly. For example, in this shit job market; I just start to wish a job will just fall out of the sky for me like a god-given miracle at this point. But then I remember that, unfortunately, it will not happen. That alone will make me even more upset. Like why not? I can avoid being nihilistic or a pessimist about it but mannnn does it suck remembering that is simply not how life works.

Anybody else struggle with this? If you got past it? HOW lol?