Feeling anxiety and sadness over the thought of moving/not moving.

I’m from Romania and in few months our President will be elected. It’s very possible for an extremist one and I don’t want to live in an unstable country or who knows what can happen for the worst. I have my bachelor degree in social studies and I speak english and a little bit of Spanish, so I thought moving to Spain wouldn’t be a bad idea. I’m tho extremely anxious about both outcomes. I’m very close with my family ( living with them ) so this will be really challenging for me. Having to live alone all of a sudden, I keep having this dark thoughts “what if something happens with them( parents) and I’m not here” but at the same time, I’m anxious that all of my freedom will be reduced or worse if the president situation does happen. I’m a sensitive person but I guess that I’m not alone and the only one, we are 8 billions of people on this earth, surely someone felt like me and conquered those feelings and succeeded. I don’t know how to toughen up!