I never want to forget you, but let me live freely

Strangely when all was good, I've dreamt of you. We never loved each other properly, but we both loved each other, on the dream you told me that you loved me.

If I could go back in time a 100 times , I would've texted you for the first time a 100 times, I know what awaits, I know, It changes nothing about you.

I'm doing good, but I think of you still, does that make me weak? Do you still think of me? Tell me you do, not in a dream, I'm sick of dreams, I'm always dreaming.

8 months has passed, I wish you well, my first you were, I can't forget you. How can I forget the only one who should me what love feels like? Even a little I know, maybe one day I'll know how it feels to be hugged, how a warm hands feel, I know you'll be happy for me...